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DarkPoetry Poem of the Day: Ignore Me

I want you most when you ignore me
The way you refuse me, makes me want you more
The more you turn away, the harder I follow
It is an escalating competition of attention between us
Two opposing forces on a collision course
I make effort to get to know you deeper
While you struggle your way free from my charm
When I think I am making progress,
You teach me that I have so much more to learn

It seems I am destined to be the perpetual admirer
You are the fox that hounds never catch
Witty enough to stay ahead of the pack of pursuers
Sly to the point of elusive
I trudge my way to your heart
Tripping on every mine along the way
I bear my emotional scars proudly
Hoping they convince you of my sincerity
You know of my intentions to woo you
You accept my fumblings with unmatched grace


If there comes a time when you accept what I offer
I just might feel less strongly towards you
I have always been enthralled with the chase
Always screwing up the capture of the prize
My weakness has always been holding on to the girl
My futile attempts are laughable at best
As I pull you in, I push you out
An equal amount of force applied in each direction
I can't have you too close
I can't have you often enough

I'll do whatever it takes for the chase to continue
My lust for pursuit coupled with lust for you
Leads me screaming toward an unfulfilled ecstasy
There is excitement in the way you turn your face from me
You know I'll work harder to draw your attention
You never know just how far I'll go
It is this question that keeps you on the run
Playing hide and seek with your affection so easily
We dance in circles like little children
Chasing each other with no desire to actually catch


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[Poetry Chaikhana] Ramprasad (Ramprasad Sen) - Once for all, this time

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Once for all, this time

By Ramprasad (Ramprasad Sen)
(1718? - 1775?)

 

Once for all, this time,
I have thoroughly understood;
From One who knows it well,
I have learnt the secret of bhava.
A man has come to me from a country
where there is no night,
And now I cannot distinguish
day from night any longer;
Rituals and devotions have all grown profitless for me.

My sleep is broken;
how can I slumber any more?
For now I am wide awake
in the sleeplessness of yoga.
O Divine Mother,
made one with Thee in yoga-sleep at last,
My slumber I have lulled asleep for evermore.

I bow my head, says Prasad,
before desire and liberation;
Knowing the secret that Kali
is one with the highest Brahman,
I have discarded, once for all,
both righteousness and sin.

 

-- from Kali: The Black Goddess of Dakshineswar, by Elizabeth U. Harding

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Hi Omss -

In honor of Navratri, the nine day Hindu festival dedicated to the many aspects of the Mother Goddess, I thought we should have a poem by one of my favorite poets -- the goddess devotee, Ramprasad.

I really like this poem of enlightenment. I am especially fascinated with how Ramprasad plays with themes of night and sleep in this song.

His teacher comes "from a country / where there is no night." And then he himself "cannot distinguish / day from night any longer."

Many mystics perceive a living, all pervading light. This light is immediately understood to be the true source of all things. This light is everywhere, always, even at night. When you fully settle into the awareness of this light, it can overwhelm your senses, making it difficult -- and pointless -- to distinguish between night and day, or even between objects. Everything is filled with and surrounded by this light, everything IS this light. Why then would you wrench yourself out of this awareness merely to superimpose artificial distinctions?

Ramprasad goes on to speak of the "sleeplessness of yoga." This is a phrase that appears often in yogic writings. It holds meaning on a few levels. When the Kundalini Shakti -- the divine flow of energy associated with the Goddess Kali -- is roused and flows generously, the energy can be so strong that the body feels continuously charged up and needs little or no sleep. Many mystics go through periods of not sleeping as a result, sometimes for very extended lengths of time. This is a somewhat more surface understanding of the statement.

On a more subtle level, this wakefulness is the recognition that the individual awareness is finally "wide awake." The metaphor of being spiritually awake is used a lot but not always with deep reflection. The actual experience of sudden opening is very much like waking up for the first time. It's as if you've been walking around in a dream state all your life and just not known it. Nothing around you has changed, but you finally, truly see things as they are. The dream-like barrier of mental filters that has stifled your perception for so long falls away like a heavy blanket. You blink, look around yourself, and are surprised to realize you've been looking without seeing. This is the deeper "sleeplessness" that allows Ramprasad to assert that he has finally put sleep itself to sleep: "My slumber I have lulled asleep for evermore."

But then he playfully turns this metaphor on its head and talks of union with the Divine Mother in "yoga-sleep." This too works on at least two levels: In the highest states of divine union, a master will enter into nirvikalpu samadhi, a state of utter physical and mental stillness in which even the breath and heartbeat slow to a near stop. This is "yoga-sleep" or yoga-death. But, more generally, "yoga-sleep" is the stopping of the ego, the loss of the selfish self as it melts into the Universal Self of the Divine Mother. So Ramprasad is teasing us by contrasting the wakefulness of the Self with the sleep of the ego.

The final verse is a powerful but shocking recognition, that both "desire and liberation" are worthy of reverence. Not only have they each played a role in his awakening, but in fact they are, at the deepest level, mental distinctions that don't really exist. Ramprasad witnesses the nondual truth that the Divine is everywhere present, not merely in the things the mind labels as good or pure or holy. Don't get me wrong, the distinction is very important for most steps along the way; but there is a certain point where everything melts into one, where all of manifestation reveals the "secret" that all "is one with the highest Brahman [the Absolute]." Witnessing this, what room remains for "righteousness and sin?"

A closing note: Ramprasad's final statement naturally invites the question, Why make distinctions of morality at all? If the Divine is equally present in all creation and all actions, what difference does it make how we live our lives? It is not really a question of morality; it is a question of spiritual practicality. It's a question of what works. Focusing our energies on what we identify as good or pure or holy strengthens, quiets, and opens us, leading us quickly to our goal. Other choices lead to our own suffering, the suffering of others, and enmeshment with the ego. For the mystic, it is not about winning a philosophical or moral debate, but discovering the truest way to direct knowing.

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So many imbalances in the world are resolved when we remember to honor the Sacred Feminine in God, in nature, in our relationships, and in ourselves. Blessings!

Ivan


PS - Correction
Several readers caught a significant error in my last email: Tulsi Sahib and Tulsi Das are two separate poets, and I mistakenly wrote about them as if they were the same person. Thank you for the correction! The recent poem I featured was by Tulsi Sahib (1763 - 1843), not Tulsi Das (1532 - 1623). While I mistakenly listed the author as Tulsi Das, the basic biographical notes I included, sketchy though they were, were correct for Tulsi Sahib. (At least I haven't made the mistake of calling the poet Alexander Pope, Pope Alexander )

 

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