So typical to say that my heart is breaking
A clich� in itself but my heart is aching
All our love does now is smother and overwhelm
I dream of intimacy in a fantasy realm
I try so damn hard to just make it through each day
Telling myself white lies that everything is okay
I love you so dearly that I can’t see straight
Why can’t we start over with a clean slate
The past few years have been nothing but bliss
With the anger and pain merely hit and miss
I want so badly to just be worry free
But I can’t help but fear that you will leave me
Maybe for another or perhaps maybe not
If it comes to that point�I’d rather be shot
You come and you go it seems as you please
Your eyes and your smile do nothing but tease
Starved of touch and deprived of passion
I beg and plead for just a miniscule ration
My imagination runs wild and I tear myself apart
Hatred and loathing and that’s just the start
Deep down I know that you’ve done nothing wrong
That you’ve loved and trusted in me all along
Still through the tears I just cant return it
Something inside me just refuses to commit
I’ve put myself through hell just to be by your side
I smile and agree when really I’ve lied
I want you to be happy but so should I
Until I can love you I must say goodbye
Deep within I must search until the truth I discover
To reveal why I just can’t be your lover
Jumping through hoops of fire trying to trust you
Just came to a realization that I shouldn’t have to
http://www.darkpoetry.com/node/work/125400
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